THINKING OF HYMMM !
I THINK I FALLEN TOWARDS HYM !
BUTT ,, THERE IS A THRID PARTIES !
I HATE YOU JERKS !
NO MATTER WAT I LOVE HYM TO THE MAX !
CLEMENTI WOOD GEREK !
BUT BUKIT MERAH MORE !

2011 !!!!! rabak gyler babi siakk .. gaduh nqan amek , nqan selly . and mani more . sedih perh . i miss our laugh and tears that we shared together .. tsk . :'(
nk nanges uhy . tapi tk leh . air mate da kering . da terlalu byk nanges . hais . mempek siak akurhh .. ehqk nk tahu bende tk ?? i got a feeling towards this one gguy kt my new skewl . dier tk hot . tapi dier cute and baek . haizz .. tapi si cabagges tu pon suke dier . sebokk siakkkk ,, admire aq taw . menyebok jek . tangan kau nnt . haiz .. clementi wood gerek . tapi tk segerek bukit merah ... ohh merahans , i miss u alot.. i miss u to the max . hahaha .. gtg . bye . ILOVEMYSELF , ILOVEMYCOLOUR , ILOVETHEWAYICREATED , ILOVEMYSCHOOL , ILOVEMYNAME ! ILOVEMYPEOPLE .HAHAHA ,,

hehehe ..




longg tymee ,,, nvr update oreadyy ,, hahaha .. 2011 ,,, cock upp gyler taw .. bykk problem . terutama sekali kt skolah . i feel my classmate dint lyke me oready . i dont noe why . mayb because of my apperance . haiz . i ugly wat , btt my baby seyh i not ugly ,, i miss sayankk ... shahh ... dier da tk text . dier buzi kot. kan skolurh da start . haiz ,, i scared i lose hym uhyy ...haiizzz ... second day of school oready . i scared i cannot cope wit hym . i wan changed my cca , ,bttt i scared to meet my cca teacher . haiz . my teacher , mr tan tc , give me chance byy staying express .. i cannot take it for granted . hahaa .. i miss my holiday .

spend tyme wit all myy friend , expecially ,, with selly , liza , amek , husnul and pipi . hahaha ... okok ,, stop my storyy here k? ?

love my lyfe in 2010


Tenkiewww ameayy rafeann !! thx for editting my picture ! hahaha ,, love u soo much .. anw my story begin here . 201020102010 gonna end soon in 3 more dayss .. and school gonna re-openn ,,, best nyee .. tapi da tk dpt lpk selalu .. selalu lpk dari pagy smpi malam . btt noww gonna end soon .. haizzz ... having fun with my friends , on this holiday . we go swimming ,, ecp , sentosa , outing and many more . there also alot of love story happen this year ,,, at lastt ,, my babyy , get her love one bck , husnul .. there one month already ,, haha ... hope both of u last long k ? my another baby ,, happyy go lucky with her love one , amekio .. they 5 month already .. my dearest adeqq ,, nazri .. had atlast find hys perfect patner and that is wani . addy ,, my dearest adeqq ,, had found hys patner at woodland when we watching kude kepang . ameay had found hys love one btt then break because of this one girll .. haiyoo ,, soo now he searching for the new one .. SASHA??? me lurh tuu .. havent found my mr . right yet . nvm ,, sabar kan separuh dari iman , am i right ? i dont mind dont have ani relationship as long as i happy ,, i might be jealous ,, btt it pervent me getting hurt and dissapointed .. hahaha ,,, i love to have one ,, btt i scared getting hurt . i keep crying coz i miss one of my ex . how i wish he still mine . but it my fate rite ? i cant wait for 311210 !!! coz manyy people will stopp SMOKING !!! yeah mehh ! STOPP SMOKING IS GOOD FOR HEALTH K ??? okokok , let end my story here ! gtg ,, byee !!!!

2010 gonna over soon


heyyyoooo ,,, 2010 will end soonn ,,, sooo let forgot the past and think about the future ... hahaha .. tkde link . till now i stilll not in ani relationship oready . i tink that i will back off from the bet .. haiz .. da tk dpt . nk uat mcm ne kan ? haiz .,, anww .. i love my lyfee being single . no one can scold mie byy seeing guy . i can do anithink i want . aniwhere i go , i not need to ask for permision . i nvr gett in hurt .. shold i continue with this lyfe style ?? haiz . but i really want to have one . btt i scared . i scared if i get hurt . wasting my tears toward a guy . haiz . omg . what should i do . lett change topic. LOVELOVE make me headache ..
studyy ?? i think i should concertrate on my study and do well for next year .. i want to work part tyme . btt my mum dont let mie coz it can affected on my study ,. btt i tink i can cope it . btt why it soo hard for my family too believe me . haiz . omg ! i give up on anitink lurh . they always think that i am useless .. haizz . . gtg . update again on wednesday !

REGRET !


heyyooo ,, all readerr !!! for a long tyme no updatee .. dat is alot of story in my headd ! =/ my parents seen not understand mie this few day .. my mum ok uhyy .. my fatherr ,, he not soo understanding father . yesterday ( 141010) , i cry . i cry alone . i didnt ask for ani help wat . he juz scold mie and ask mie to clean the toilet .. mepek siakk !! sumpah .. btt i never clean the toilet , instead i go to my room and slip .. why i cry ??? hmm ,, friend and my admire .
i admire this one guy , he noe that i admire hym , btt then he nvr tok to me lyke last tyme . last tyme we close giler babi uhy . btt now da tak uhy . i juz regret telling hym the true about my feeling toward hym ,, if i noe i juz hide about it seyhh .. i juz want hym bck in my lyfe . it happen again .. last tyme shafuan ,, now hym ... haizz . how i wish i could rewind the tyme . i miss hys hug , hys smile , hys tok . haizz ,,, i dont want lyke last tyme me n shafuan .. last tyme me n shafuan close gyler , den afterhe noe that i lyke hym , then he change .. haiz . nevermind uhy . i want end my story here . bye !

longg tymeee no updattteee


heyyyooo tooo all the readderr ,,
i juzz notice dat long tyme i nvr updatee myyy blogg ,,
dat is manyy problemm inside my head !!! i juzz hate it siaa ..
forr meee my friendd is veryy importantt ,,, btt idkkk ifff i imprortant to demm ..
nowadayss i alonee ,, seklly bellyy always wit amekioo .. herrr boyfriendd mahh ..
i noee dat i nid to understandd herr ...
btt it juzz unfairr seyh ,, sumpahh ..
nowww i noee whyy ameayy rafean hate people in relationshippp ,,,
somee off my friend alsoo want liee mee ..
at orchard ???
padahalll at homeee ,,,
i not bornn yesterdayy lurhh ,....
stoppp lyinggg too mee ..
if dont want meet juzzz sayy sooo k ???
give upp on my lyfee ..
i want tooo enddd my storyy here !!!

soriiieeee


helloooo ,, all the readerr ... soriee for no update for a long tymee ..
me quite bussiiieee ..
and i noo comp at homee ..
den long tyme i nvr go faithactss..
dat why i nvr update my blogg ..
haizz..
dat is alot problemm thisss dayy ..
bowinkk uhyy..
sumpahh ..
ermmm ,,, whoo cann curee myy heart uhy ??
love is the best thing in lyfee ..
hahaaha ...
ameay rafeann angry wit miee ...
haizzz ...
i pujuk hym already lorrhh ...
thenn he still angryy haizzzzz ...


heyyy adeeeqqqq addyyy ... goood luckk forr tommorowww muchhh ... soriieee cannott watchh uu ... me gott kedarat ... veryyy soriee .. butt i will alwayss support u k ??? do thee bestt that u cann .... i confident dat u cann win thiss nasionall ... good luckk adeqqq ,,,,
do the best that u cann k ?? make suree u goall the most k ??
mee lovee uu sooo muchhh ...
goooddd luckkk ..


hehehe ,,, sasha siniee .. let mee tell u wat happen att skewll k ?? hahaha ..
todayy bowinkk gyler babyy ... my kechorable babe .. due - due tk dtqq .. walaoo .. kesiann nat seyhh .. kenaa gy class semua sorankk - sorankk . kalau nat tahuu niari dowankk tk dtqq ,, nat pon dtqq sekalii .. lett mie tell u whyy dier owankk nvr come skewlll ..
Jannahh .. - sakett .. demam ... batukk .. haizz .. kesiann nyerr .. hehe .. get well soonn kk ??? hahaha ... nat sayankk jannah sgt 2 .. haha ..
Anggun .. - sakett jugakk .. at first dierr dtgg denn terlalu peningg dier balekkk .. haiizzz ... kesiann ... nat cayankk anggun k ?? hahaah .. get well soonn kk .. hahaah ...
leftt nat alone att skewll .. go through skewll day todayy alonee .. haizz .. oh yupp juz now got science test .. it quite easy uhyy .. buttt no confident dat i can pass ..
i miss apiitt ... walaoo .. say want come faithactss ,, butt i nvr see hym since juzz noww .. ohh myy godd .. hopee he comee ... walaooo it rainingg .. yeahh ... i shiveringg noww .. haha .. cannot type properlyy ,,, hahaha ,,, juz now i saw my cousin at skewll .. ohh yaa ... yesterdayy i saww my cousinn ,, den i goo salamm hymm ... denn anggunn saww they ( hym n hys fren ) laughing at miee .. walaoo .. regret sia slm hym .. if inoe i will not salamm hym siaa ... cousin lyke dizz .. he pisss off my dayy yesterdayy .. from goodd mood .. tooooo badd mooddd ... walaoooo ... hmmm ... wat to sayy uhyy ??? todayy i sleep my father housee cozz it fridayy .. yeahh .. mlm can lepakk .. i misshhh my frenn ... hahaha ... ok gtg uhyy .. byezzzz ...

yu juz being unfair ..


sumpahh i said i jealous .. u juz being unfair .. nmpk sgt u mcm love her dan me wat .. WTF .. i noe dat i not as pretty as her .. i noee that i not that happiningg and cheerfull .. i am bowinkk .. u juz come too mee when u need help .. am i right ?? i reallyy love u .. btt ur attitude change since u wit her .. btt i will not hate u .. he main point i write in the blogg because of diz because i no one to tok too ... :((
too all the reader ..
heloo ..
i was juz bored at faithacts .. donink nothink .. juz face diz comp too 6 p.m .
haizz ..
exam left 17 more day ..
i still not prepared ,.
and i will be movink to my mom house due to my exam ..
haizz ..
i will be bowink there ..
hopee my stepp brother will be there ..
at least there will be some laughter in dat house ..
i gonna mizz tanglin...
gonna mizz hym too ..
haizz ..
if can i dont to leave tanglin ..
as there alot of problem here ..
then my brother , nazri alwayss my problem ..
then my grandma always nagg at miee ..
then no place too studyy ..
haizz. ..
gonna miz my bigg brother ...
APIIT ..
my kakak ..
FIEEYNAA ..
my mummiee ..
CBS
NINA
AMIR
n maniiee moree...
fyi ..
to those hu hate me n say my attitude changee ,,
i didnt minee ..
i juz hope that my attitude will be as per normall ..

WALAOO ...


MSP had gone in my lyfe .. and i dont love hym animore .. coz he started change .. haizz ... neyminedd stay single is better denn being in relationship .. coz they didnt understand mie .. haiz .. hmm .. for mie ,, love is nothing btt juz a game .. thx too opett for giving me this idea .. hahaha ... too all readers .... helloo .. alorh ... hola .. we will be having 1 week holidayy .. however today i skewll .. coz have a course ... haiizzz ... bowinkk ... btt fun inside the class mie and jannah listen too songg .. hahaha .. i really wish she still mine .. btt she is her .. nothing to do .. juz accept who she choosee .. haizz .. btt i really miss the moment we together .. do all thing together .. listen to each olther problemm .. haha .. mie inside the computer labb ,, wit rahmah , amir , emyy , aidah and opett ,.. opett doing nothing ,, btt give us a joke .. hahaha ... l0l .. bulan puase nie ketawa leh ilang rase lapar tk ??? haizz ... opett uat joke lagyy arhh .. kelakar .. haha .. ok gtg .. byee ..

natt lagyy kt sinniii ..


Nat here once againn ... spoil arhh .. lagyy berape hari da raya ,, sakit pulakk ... haiz ... tkleh raya larhh nie .. haiz ... for 2 day nvr come skewl sia ,,, bored at homeee ... haiizzz ,, bdw hii too all the reader .. hmm .. watt too sayy ehhqqkk ???
ohh yaahhh .. lastt tyme she is mine .. btt now she is herz... :(( why everyone change .. i wishh i close wit her bckk .. i wishh she the one backing me lyke lastt tymee .. haizzz .. i tinkk i start fallen too someone .. ( not from my skewll ) haiizz .. should i tell hym the truth ??

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hehehe .. diz wat happen too my facebook ..

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hehehe !! nat here !


there goes mie again .. hehe .. to all readers .. herloo !! alorh ! haloo !! hehe ... wat happen today kt skolah arh ? notink much .. wahid tk gy skolah .. soo as per normal .. lpk wit qifen and the geng tadi .. although sometime i cant understand their language ,, juz hang out there ,. haha .. i started fall in love wit somebody .. hahaha .. i love my teddy bear .. i love uu soo muchh . haha .. wat to sayy arhh ?? at the mornink ,, meet nakhaie and wahid kt luar skolhh .. wait for soo long .. dd naggg and nagg ,, me and aisha juz listen wit hymm ... hahaha ... feell so lonelyy .. baby lyeezaa .. nat cayank mu sgt 2 .. baby sellyy pon .. hahaha .. amirr the voge ,, remember to eat ur dog food .. hahaha .. wooff ,, wooff ,, wat the shame when a guy ask for a girl moneyyy ... haizz ... soriee padee saperh - saperh yg terasa .. bdk sebelah aq da terase ( nakhaie ) .. haahaa .. babyy lyeeza daa degill ehqk ?? haha .. maen 2 jekk . hahah ,.. i will keepp my secret between me and my adqq ,,, addyy ... sayankk kowank sgt 2 .. te amo ,,
adnan ,, abq my baby will always ask me about her sister ,, baby lyeeza .. neymine .. da biase .. dont untill u feel ill sudahh ... i love my secret patner !! love u soo muchh .. wish one day u are mine !! although it a dreamm ,,, but i believe wit my dreamm .. haahaha .. cayank u sgt 2 .. yeahh ! tommorow is teacher day !! go home at 11 .. haahaha !! cant wait for tommorow .,.. sabar fieeynaa , sabar fieeynaa ... i understand ur feellinkk ... puase .. puase ... we will always be there for uu ... hehehe .. now i have my mornink kol alreadyy ... thx wan dock .. thx mummie .. love kowank sgt 2 ..hehehehe ... hmm .. manyy people gett sick off baby lyeeza ??? btol kerh ?? hahaha ,, i noe why .. coz he too prettyyy ... hahahaha .. adnan ,, dont tink to much till u get sick k ?? mie ?? dont think to much of guyz .. concretrate of my studdyy ,, gtg .. bye !! sayankk kowwankk sgt 2 ..

happy birthday abg !!


tooo my abg rohaizat !! happiee advance birthday !! sorie ,, i had nothink for u ..
i juz can wish u the best .. dont be noti - noti nye .. haha !! hope ur wish will come true .. thx for everythink dat u had done for mie .. or help mie whenever i in need .. i will not forget ur joke . ur kidding and moment we together as family .
may this year be your best ever . i hope all your birthday dream and wishes come true . not juz a year older , but a year better . here to another years of experience . may this day always be a special one to remember.
May the best of your past be the worst of your future.
Hope your birthday blossoms into lots of dreams come true!
I hope that for every candle on your cake you get a wonderful surprise.
May today be filled with sunshine and smiles, laughter and love.
Happy Birthday and many happy returns of the day.

amir the voge


heyy me again !! now havink fun with my fren ,, amir the voge .. haha .. he setiase voge .. haha ,,, playinkcomp together while liz teman sri alek jap tukar baju .. haizzz .. nasib baek ader amirr .. if not i solo ,, haixxx boowiink seyh .. amir !! plz make my happie todayh ! as me da byk kali nanges .. nakhaie !! jqn kacau larh !!!!

forget hym is the best way

hey there !! here me again ! i should for hym and open my heart for other guy rite ??
however is really not easy for someone forget someone dat really love dat guy .. truthly i still got feelink toward hym .. but i nid to forget hym .. for my own good .. i really miz hym seyh .. today he nvr follow us go geylang .. i thought he wil be followinkk haiz .. sedih - medih seyh aq .. haizz ,,

dat is sadness behide diz smile ,,,



nat here ,, haiz our relationship at last had ended on 220810 .. there are manie tears .. at clementi sia .. when i was fasting ,, u ask me for break .. haiz .. vry non stop .. whole nite thinkink of hym .. i think he happy when we break .. cant concretrate in my study .. thinkink of hym .. haiz .. i juz wish he still mine .. i miss hys voice .. hys swit word .. since i break with hym ,, there no mornink kol for mie .. and i often wake up late .. haiz .. every nite sia i thinkink of hym .. haiz omg .. i regret for accept hys stead .. if i noe we not last .. i will not accept hys stead .. dat is sad ness behide diz smile .. no matter wat there will be no replacement for hym .. :'(

no title !!

herloo ,, herloo there ...
yesterday he come tanglin ..
i was shocked when i saw hym at 64 ..
when i nvr meet hym ..
i said i miss hym larh ..
so on ..
when i mit hym ..
i speachless ,,
i go home late coz i want to spent tyme with hym ..
however we not tok much ..
haiz ,,
sad ..
miss hym alot sia ..
he said dat this friday he will come to tanglin aqain ..
haizz ..
yesterday cried whole nite. .
coz when he go home he nvr told mie ..
haiz ..
but i noe i nid to be patient ..
haiz ,,,
:(
there is sadness behide my smile ..
haiz .,
i miss uu ..
herlooo,,, heloooo ,,, Nat here ,..
i become more freak with hym .
i thought he wiilll be comink here ..
however i wrong ..
i was thinkkkinq ..
why she lyke angry aT mie ..
i dk what my wrong to her ..
haizzz ....
wat happen to u ???
nakhaie .. u r freakkk .,.
hahaha ,,, stop calling me doqq ..
understandd !!!
haizzzz ..
heyyyy therrreee ...
hahaha ..
yesterday fun gyler seyh ..
spent tyme with themmm ,,,,
hahaha ..
from tanglin too queensway ,,
i nvr stopp my laughing .. hahaha ...
den at macdonalll dpt mkn free..
ayam belajar ..
saliza tkde arh that tyme..
dier ikot mak dier kt bugis ..
haiz ..
okokokokokok lurhhh ..
bowink arh ..
wat too say arh ..
okokok ..
today kt sekolah ..
nothinq happen ..
all the same ...
hahaha .. okok
gtg. .. nie addy called mie ..
update later..
byesss ...
too hym ,,, i miss u very much ...
wish u come bck soonnn because i nid u ..

i mish hym larh cayank..

i miss hymm very much ..
he pindah tooo anq mo kio arh ....
tkleh mit dier ..
hope we still contact each other arh ..
wat happen too skewl..
let mie tell u today is the worse day mie at skewl..
i was bad mood all the way ..
onlie certain people noe why ..
hahaha ..
haha .. fasting today ..
very starving .. however i nid to bear with hym..
the onlie hym in my heart ...
he will neverbereplace by other guy ..
although we far from our eyes ..
but near from our heart ..
i lup u cayankk...
no one can make as seperatedd..
let mie tell u somethink ..
they became much closer ..
and i will be alone ..
they have many secret ..
i noe some they never share it wit mie ..
how ever it is ..
i didnt care ..
it all there choice if they want to tell mie or not. .
hahaxxx ..
watever..
as it is lame ritee ...
let mie tell u how tired i am ..
nid to do my clicknkids..
and it is 100 lesson ..
very tired.. now still at 30 ..
cayank i hope u there for mie ..
gtg ..
i want to continue my clicknkids..
sayank u all ..
omg ! i cant believe that u lyke this ..
i regqrd as my sister ..
btt ...
u did the tink dat u should not doo ..
omq !!
dont regard mie as ur sister already ...
i hate u !

haha !

yesterday ,, bdk bukit merah come to faithacts . i guess someone is falen to someone .. when she noe that the guy noe that she fallen on hym .. tros she dont lyke hymm .. haha .. pelik siakk .. btw 2 day i will not comink to skewl coz ??? got arh .. haha .. bored sia at home alone .. neymind arh .. haha .. post aqain later ..
AUTOMATIC ..
is word given by kaeysiow and cheese ball ..
hahaha .. bowink shiak ,,,
i tink today he nvr come faithacts ... ...
kkk nat ...
dont stress over hym ..
as u nid to concretrate in ur study ..
althought u love hym very much ...
dont make hym control ur life ..
remeber that nat !

faithacts ...

at faithacts rite now ..
hahaha ..
laterr got brithday party cant wait for it ..
haha ..
juz now from skewl .. mit akmal ..
den me akmal and fyinaah same bus ..
at bus stop saw mazran and aliff ..
mayb they qoinq to mosque .
i ask akmal why he nvr go mosque ..
he say becouse of mie arh ..i late to mit hym ..
wah .. at last mie kena sia ..
hahaha ...
juz now at outside faithacts
i saw hym ..
he cute sia ..
he tell mie later he come ..
haha
hope mit hym later .. update later k ?


tooo someone i love out there ..
love u very much ..
no one can replace u in my heart ..
no matter wat u are mine ..

jyeah !!!!

jyeah !!
i attached with hym ..
hapiii ...
atlast i got hym ...
love hym sooooo much ..

hope we last long ....


tooo my cayank ,,
i lup yu soo ..
no one can replace youuuu ..
lup u more than other ..
TE AMO !!!!

0n 030710 !!!

030710 !
great day with faithacts ..
the six anivarsary ..
and the faithacts rockers plusss soccer boyz ..
going to perform ...
on the stage ..
we enjoy our day there ..
12.30 - 10 pluss ..
hahahaha ....
faithacts rockerz will be perform the song - i believe !!
there wil be a great performence .../
and yaa ..
it really a great show ..
haha .,,
wish could rewinde the time ..
haiz ...
mish the performence. ..
@ suntec !!!

i cant believe !

i cant believe dat he got feelink toward me ..
diz all fake !!
i dont noe why i feel diz way ..
he alwayz hurt my feelink ..
criyink alot juz becoz of hym ..
if truth ..
why he donnt want to tell mie ..
haiz ..
he not a really a great boi that i nid to get ...
why i say soo ??
when he saw diz pretty girl ..
he change hyz mind ..
and stopp loving mie ..
wtf !
get lost larh ..
dumb !!
yahh ..
i really jealous in their relationship ..
btt thiz all is fate ..
and the fate is ..
i nid to forget hym ..
stop loving hym ..
as he is suck boys ..
he the boyz there worse ..
and i hate hym
i didnt means to say thiz ..
truthly ..
alot of tyme cryink ..
new blog skin !
not nice sia !
haiz ..
hyz attitude lyke suck ..
he always scolded mie wifout reason !!
chi bai shiak perangai ..
sometime i feel i hate hym ..
idk larh ..
bdw i nvr lyke hym already wat ..
he lyke other girl wat ..
i dont care ..
i dont want to care oready ..
watever !!!!























































































































































































































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SOWIEE ... messy arh .. sowie ...

aq da mcm tk kenal dier lagy ...

dier da tk rapat ngan aq lagy arh ..

aq mcm kena _ _ _ _ _ ..

sometime i feel stupid ..

i feel lyke i a _ _ _ ..

follow wat people say ..

by they didnt wat to listen wat i say atleast ..

haiz ..

wat should i do ..

dier pon da tk rapat with mie onlie .. dier onlie come to mie when dier no fren ..

wat sia ..

am i a toy ..

that no feelink ..

sad sia ..

sometime i kena scolded pon i quiet ..

stupid rite ..

haiz...


haiz !!

@ faithacts siak !
bowink seyh ..
hahaha ... stupid sia hym .. keep askink mie dat stupid question ever ..
haha ...
dirty and nonsence ..
att but atitude lyke single ..
hahaha ..
ezzati and namirah fight becoz of shafuan ??
huhuhuhuh ??
wat telah happen ?
becoz of guy diz bestfrennn fight ..
lyke wat sia ..
bowink arh ..
alwayz same story ...
bowink sia. .
dont have other story arh ..
hahaha !!
now listenink to DO YOU REMEMBER BY JAY SEAN !!
best sia dat song ..
got story behide it ..
hahaha ..
lup dat song so much !!
hahaha ..
i no feelink toward hym oready ..
i have feelink to diz one guy ..
lup hym soo much !!
he better den my last tyme admire ..
hahaha !!
gtg !! byez !
alorh !! long tyme no update !!!
@ faithacts .. juz now helping diana on cafe ..
tired sia ..
i dont want to be bussiness women arh ..
stress bodoh ...
hmmm ...
long tyme nvr text adi ..
miz hym sia ..
haizx ..
bdw he only my abg angkat ..
aperh lagi nk ckp ehqk ??
oh ya ..
i and hym close already ... ( not adi )
hmm ...
idk how we close suddenly tok 2 ...
haiz .. mepek kan ..
gaduh ..
baek ..
baek ..
gaduh ...
gyler kan .. hahaha
diz fucking amir is testing my patient ..
jage dier !!!
( kidding jek )

haiz ..

miz hym alot sia !!
haiz ..
long tyme nvr mit hym ...
yesterday he kol lyeeza ..
lyeeza said dat hyz voice lyke shafuan ..
haiz .. wish to mit hym soon sia ..

































































thiz is our camp photo !!
miz camp sia !!
haiz ...

haiz ..

wat telah happen today ??
sad day ever ..
bythewayyy me @ faithacts rite now ..
he really angry @ mie .. ( i guess arh )
he tell apiit dat me lupe kwn ..
wat luperh kwn ..
if i luperh kwn ..
i nvr remember hym in every second ...
sad siak ..
he dont want to salam mie ..
but he salam lyeeza and the rest ...
juz keep quiet and dont carik pasal ..
although i sad dont show it ..
coz keep to myself is better ...

CAMP CHALLENGE !


sorie for not update my blog for the long time ... i having my camp ... with faithacts youth and staff ..
we camp at the camp challenge @ sembawang ... it was very fun .. let mie tell u about the first day @ camp ..
@ the mornink .. i wake up @ 5 am ... then i go out from my house @ 5.30 am ..
i mit salyeeza @ the house ... when i reach @ salyeeza house ..
salyeeza havent bath yet ..
haiz ...
waiting for salyeeza with my adeq ... ( nazri )
while haqlis entertain my adq ..
@ 6 am ... yu guang come to salyeeza house ...
haha ,,, salyeeza juz finish bathing ...
help her to clean up the house ...
haiz ,.,,
@ 6.30 lyke dat ... mit apiit and shafuan @ blk 64 ,,
after that mit mel olso @ blk 64 ..
hahaha ,,,
heavy sia my bag ..
full with all my thing ...
guess wat ??
how childish i am ..
i bring my teddy bear to the camp ...
hahaha ...
salyeeza bring the cat pillow ...
hahaha ...
then wait for indah and nani ...
wth ...
soo long !!!
after all ready ..
we all gooo faithacts together ...
wait for brian , diana and the rest of the youth ...
thenn ... we took the bas to the camp challenge @ sembawang ...
we soo high !!!
in the buz ..
everyone sleep ..
except for us ... ( mel , indah , nani , me , salyeeza )
very noisy ...
untill the rest cannot slip ... hahaha !! lol !
reach there !!!
wah sooo fun ... first we go to the vap room to noe each other ...
i same group with :
shafuan
ardy
haqliz
sri
yu guang
ivan
jet
and our iinstructor named ::
ivan !!
he sooo funny ...
haiz ... @ first at there i juz shut my mouth ...
becoz new there !
i in group D !!
DOMINATER !!!
next ,, we go to the high element section !!!
ARH !!!
i very scared to play dat !!
becoz it very high !!
omg !!
when it my turn ... ivan belayer me ...
ARH !!!
very scared ..
when i out there i shout salyeeza named all the way ... very scared ..
but atleast i did it taw !!!
hahaha !!!
then when i finish .. salyeeza tell mie dat ...
apiit say : abeh tk panggil name aq ...
hahaha !!
sorie bro !!!
terlupe kau arh ...
aq teringat kan salyeeza jek .. coz kat depan mata aqurh nmpk salyeeza jek ... sorie bro ..
next the sad thing ever ...
adnan and awi disturb mie with someone ..
haiz ...
i very angry !!
very very angry ..
den he nvr tok to mie ...
i cry siak ..
everyone tinkk i cry becoz i scared ..
but WRONG !
haiz ...
adnan tok to hym .. and said sorie to mie ...
but awi never sia !!
haiz ...
neymind ... i forgive hym onlie...
den i tok to hym back ...
then lunch time !!!
low element is okok onlie ..
ermm ...
sit with salyeeza and apiit .. and olso yu guang !! haiz ..
skip dat part !!!
after dat ...
play ball with team mate !!
hahaha !!
if i drop the ball .. i kena scolded in different way ...
hahaha
soo funny !!
then we bath !!! haiz ...
go to my dom ... put my thing ...
the boy go to our dom ... and disturb us ..
hahaha !! sooo fun !!
do other activities ...
we go for our night walk @ sembawang park ..
much fun !!
i noe more about my fren ...
after all activities ... it our free tyme ..
then light out @ 10.30 pm !
haiya !!! cannot torn ...
brian scold us for not slip ...
i scared kena scolded from brian i slip arh !
but i dont noe that my fren havent slip ..
haiz ...
next day .. the girl tell mie wat happen !!
N E X T D A Y !
wake up @ 6 am ...
salyeeza wake me up coz my alarm was ringing !!
very noisy ...
then @ 7.30 bath !!!
breakfast @ 8 am ...
haiz ...
then we got the tresure hunt race ..
@ sembawang park !!
tired but having fun !!
hahaha ..
then after dat ,,,
go bck to the vap room @ 11.45 am ..
we do other activities ,...
to bonding with each other ..
got one girl very close with some one ... jealous sia !!
i tell apiit and lyeeza ...
i tell them i having the problem ..
haiz ..
after all activites ( day ) had done ...
free tyme ... @ 4.30 -7.00 pm ..
fun rite ??
then we assembly ..
want to noe wat ??
all the girl bath @ nite ..
then the instrutor ( norman ) ask why nvr bath @ 4 +
i say lazy ..
then he say he will close the water .. then we said FAKE
hahaah !!
then we stop our activites @ 8 +
light out @ 12 am ..
8+ - 12 am ..
i dooo :
hang out with mel ...
then with lyeeza apiit and the rest ..
disturb ardy ... ( hawtstuff )
ardy kembang sial when we ( mel and me )
call hym hawtstuff .. hahaha !!
then me , lyeeza , apiit , yu guang and nani ..
play game calll uglydoll !!
haha !!
create so much noise !!
light out !!
i slip beside liz ..
i tell liz dat i miz amir ..
liz miz hym too ..
light offf ???
we slip larh !!
N E X T DA Y !!
wake up @ 7 !!
shock !!
sri said got some vandlize @ our hand ...
i check !!
my leg also
we ask the boyz ...
apiit told us dat they sneak in to our dom @ 4 am ...
haiya !!
malu siak !!
we sliping olso ...
diana told brian ..
then brian scolded them ..
pity them ..
nid to do push up ..
haha !!
after break fast play wet game !!
so fun !!
clean up ..
pack up
assembly @ V A P room !!
last moment !
see our picture ...
will miz ivan !!
and the rest !
our group have the most improvement award !
biasa bro !!
then took the buz and blah to the faithacts ...
when we reach faithacts ..
we go to blk 64 coz otw to go home ...
i saw amir !!!
arh !!
i hug hym !!
miz hym gyler babi !!
alarh later he got camp pulak ..
haiz ..
miz amir !!!
my bestfren !!
sayank dier !
then when home .. and back to normal !!
that what happen @ the caMP challenge !
having fun with faithacts youth
hahaha!
miz alot siak !!
k .. larh
let sign off here !!
byez ...